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OK so today is uhh , Friday ..yup and right now my family is out , they asked me to join them but i refused , so i feel a bit bored now , and i started drawing since then , to be honest i kinda feel now that my hand is not heavy anymore when i use the tablet but still i need a lot of working and practicing in colouring and etc , but i feel if i keep on practicing i might get to a good and acceptable level ..unlike this shity level ATM T_T , when i see other people work and i see mine i get totally frustrated , but it’s also a good thing it makes me wanna do more and more to get their level << even though it would take THOUSANDS OF AGES *sigh~~* so yeah whenever i feel bored i’ll go on training my self , and yes , i know you’ll say u’ll never get any better if u keep only in drawing FACES but i cant help it lol

i draw bodies but i don’t post them because am not satisfied with the result, still  i need more work .. and yeah ,, you know what hell Exams are coming ~ and am starting 3rd of June and we’ll finish at 17th..aah T_T and i always want to draw when we have exams i really don’t know why lmao  , but yeah i’v been playing ps3 games but i dk whats wrong with my ps3 it keeps lagging while loading!

i wanted to play prototype *reminds me of AC tbh *  and i was so eager to play it it stopped while the loading screen was showing then i decided to play bioshock which was amazing but it stopped as well which made me wanna kill myself , but oh well ;_;

whatever , catch ya later , i feel like vomiting for some reason @_@

Current Mood: artistic & disappointed & embarrassed